April 11 2014
I apologise for anyone for the delay of uploading my photographs … is been a quite painful stress month for me personally facing a lot off personal problem ( i wont list them) just ask me if you want to know.
Is been tough for me personally dealing all with the pressure maybe i need to see a Christian psychologist or doctor to checkup my status but at the same time i don’t want to ask for help so thats the problem itself lack of confidence and belief there is help outside Jesus/God.
I know this is just a trial and temporary life but still i need to glorify God in everything i do like when i was writing this down i don’t even know what i would mention but thinking in a way not judging others and bringing glory to God is all i try to aim in everything i do now.
Well if you know me ( like you have emailed/contacted me ) i would only open up to you and share more details if i think i know you well enough thats because i don’t want to hurt u or feel hurt by you. In some way i am easily broken like a fragile glass who can’t handle pressure well.
Basically i store all my problems/struggles/sadness inside my body and one day i will explode and full of anger or annoy ( sorry in advance if i insulted/hurt people - I don’t meant to but don’t spark me ) thanks .. i am just too weak sometimes
Let me get back to you about my photos well i have uploaded some photos on tumblr is just on draft mode at the moment or that i have set on the queue mode (someone tell me how to use that ) . only some photos uploaded there just still editing photos (there still at least 50GB+ photos ) to edit maybe i will leave it without edit or something maybe .. but also recently my website (www.bowiesin.com) died i don’t know why cause the international domain name want me to pay for it and i didn’t maybe i am not sure … ewww so i am thinking of starting a new one or something but using WIX software stuff .. just let me know where you want to see my photos .. INSTAGRAM/ FLICKR/ FACEBOOK/ TUMBLR / OTHERS